alexandras-dreaming-heavenly-rainbows

well here goes why you may well ask this curious title for my blog I also ask myself that question there is no real straightforward answer just that I suppose I tried so many other variations to that theme and really this was the only title that was accepted I wonder why I suppose that as logic dictates because the other choices were already taken. Anyway talking of which it is a constant strange fact with me that a certain number of projects in clay such as chime type hangings I had done prototype in my local Adult Education classes suddenly that Christmas appearedshops in Covent Garden were inundated with similar items mass produced, similarly another idea of the basic forms circle triangle square local shops and garden centres have identical ideas and again my end of term coquerel in metal is mass produced in shops as I write so what does that seem to indicate that each time my ideas have been pipped at the post and a lot of other people are making oodles well in future I should use my noodle and try to be the one but I suppose with all this modern technology information is pushed around the world in milliseconds so that is the way it is! Disappointing really reminds me of the usual school report "could do better" still it's not for lack of trying.
Now to go back to this idea of doing a blog what for still it helps to pass the time of day as if I had time and as most people we hear them state "Oh I really do not have the time!" so why on earth I ask myself that question again and again we have all supposed to have made such progress with all these time saving gadgets that we own and then what do we do with our time if we all seem
never to have time. Supposedly as now we use it on futile pursuits still so what if that makes a person happy that is the target and aim in life the ultimate pursuit of happiness and that is that.
Well enough for now as I do have other things to get on with such as searching for that work suitable to my needs and aspirations though I do work as a female a womans work is never done too true and what do we get not even as much as a thank you! Still that seems to be the female role about time that us wives charged for every task we do in our married lives I think that our husband's would no longer afford us for example if they were to call in someone to do the shopping, ironing ,cooking,cleaning,driving, children rearing, and so on and so forth but still it is not all about money though invariably it does help. So had my say what next.
Well that's all for now , must go out in this miserable weather to seek other employment and to work in my current employment whatever the weather that is how it is I really have so much to do of my own work do not ever know how to fit all I need to do in a day into a day not enough time there I go again same as ever have to be better organised I suppose or something maybe as has been suggested throw everything away and start again seems futile idea also if you do not use something for x amount of time not really needed and chuck that too seems nonesense as some sports are seasonal and items used then also camping do not use that gear until want to go camping and so on it all amounts to space as husband states only have what fits into our living space so now as moved out of garage out of other situations need to sort and organise life once more to make it tollerable and livable I say so myself and need to get on with that too!
So signing off now out of blog which really at present is a recollection of ideas facts thoughts and things to do boring to the hilt but need attending to else life becomes really unbearable. Keep looking out for those heavenly rainbows symbol for peace and happines upon this earth. We once saw a triple one was absolutely amazing if I can find digital photo will post it (do not know how to as yet but will ask) I suppose this blog could be construed as a sort of personal shared diary of sorts not too personal mind superficial idea maybe but then gives everyone in the world a chance to see themselves in print is that the idea of this kind of pursuit is it a trivial pursuit I wonder! "Do not adjust your minds it is reality at fault!" and so is this very very late and mild autumn thankfully so we do not burn holes in our pockets and waste precious fuel true all we need is that woolly hat and thermals tip of the day to save on fuel bills and it works and plenty of hot drinks.